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Evolution

2007-05-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

The time has come fo us to choose our own paths, we have now graduated from our dear school.

2006-09-08T17:46:00.000-07:00

When will you gonna show me yourself??

I will be waiting for the right time for you to show up and for you to feel my love..

The day you left me alone

2006-07-31T18:19:00.000-07:00

My day started just right and as expected, there will be someone who will mock me when I enter our classroom. I was having a great time studying with my friend and chatting with them. I knew that she'd just came from a conference of somekind but I didn't expect something so heartbreaking that I can't take so much...

I accused her when I was with JV and Jacob... I said she was something i really don't like, a type of person in the world you wouldn't like but deep inside I was guilty in saying those stupid things (who invented stupidity??).

When I'm with my friends, I always lie and I always say that I don't like her, I hate her, I just want to go into another world be superman and fly away but there's no way I can leave someone like her..

I tried asking myself -- Sholud I just forget all about her?? My alter ego would answer me -- Yes, go and forget her for us to enjoy our life. The first one would answer -- But I like her like her...
The latter would answer -- Can you stand against pain? agony? anger?
It would answer again -- I think I can..

If you have just guessed what kind of freaking life I live, then you'd probably know that I always cry in distress because this brings my demise.

Ok, i won't bother the readers again with these stupid alter ego stuff..
The problem is when I was enjoying our lessons, my classmate who was her friend showed me a picture of her with another guy... That really took a breath out of me...

My heart felt like it was goin' to explode but still, I try to control myself...

continued...

2006-07-05T05:39:00.000-07:00

You are My Destiny a very gift from above.
You fill my life with meaning.
You fill my life with love.
You are the very air I breath.
Without you I would crumble.
I Love you my Dearest Kimberly.
You are "MY Destiny"...........

Webster calls it fate;
A Lot or a Fortune.
I guess that's partyly true,
Luck's surely played it's portion.

But, to me it's a lady,
I met in school one day.
Who's warmed my heart and soul,
And made my life so bright.

If I could touch and hold,
And look into her eyes,
I'd tell her that I love her,
And all the reasons why.

Mental pictures that she paints,
The way she makes me feel.
And how she's found within me,
A love that is so real.

Her knack of always knowing,
When I need a lift.
Her wondrous sense of humor,
That's such a natural gift.

The way she puts behind,
Things that I regret.
Her help and care to people,
That others might forget.

I'd ramble on for hours,
She'd listen with a smile.
It would only touch the surface,
Like an inch, is to a mile.

So Lover's Day is here,
Our first one together.
I hope and pray with all my heart,
We share future ones forever.

My Destiny is so much more,
Than Webster claims to be.
Every day, since that one Day,
Has been Lover's Day to me.

Absolutely one of my favorite things

2006-06-22T05:01:00.000-07:00

I saw this video with one of my favorite video games and my "favorite song" (emphasis mine).

Stars by switchfoot (they're not my favorite band) relates me to my life as a human and how destiny binds us and how it consider things like our life or if ever someone knows them or somethng hehehe...

2006-06-19T05:03:00.000-07:00

Certificate of Marriage
This is to certify that
Ayumu & Mamoru
were married on
June 19, 2006
Marry Your Favorite Character

Waaaaaaaaaa...........

Nagpakasal na rin ako!!!!!

Sawakas may asawa na ako...

2006-06-17T01:18:00.000-07:00

May correlation sa current event sa buhay ko nayon ung kanta ng goo goo dolls na Better Days...

And you asked me what I want this year -- 'cause its my birthday
And I try to make this kind and clear. Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days. --- I really consider it like this..
'Cause I don't need boxes wrapped in strings and designer love and empty things --- di ko naman talaga kelangan ng mag materyal na bagay eh...

So take these words and sing out loud 'cause everyone is forgiven now...
'Cause tonight's the night the world begins again...

2006-04-06T05:39:00.000-07:00

I'm currently writing a song about my life and my love and the next posting will be the lyrics of the song.

I want to have a music video with this anime, Sukisyo at ginagawa ko ito para sa banda namin...

Last day kahapon... Ayoko mawalay sa inyo!!!

2006-03-31T01:20:00.000-08:00

Habang tinatype ko ang mga letra at salitang ito sa pc ay naiinis ako kasi dapat kahapon ko pa 'to nai-post ngunit ngaun ko lang naisip at nasa akin na ang pagkakataon kahapon kaya naiinins talaga ako!!!
Mamimiss ko ang Einstein-III lalo na ang mga taong nandun na naging malapit sa puso ko tulad nila Drazen, Selah, Greg, Kelvin, etc.(Kim, JV, Juan, etc.)
Huli na nga ba ang lahat sa Lunes??
Sa tingin ko hindi sapagkat may mangyayaring malaking bagay sa Lunes na sana'y magpabago sa estado ko...

Ang Einstein-III ay naging isang malaking bahagi ng buhay dahil sa maraming bagay na naibigay sa akin ng pagkakataong makakilala ng mga taong naging mabuti at "kumalinga" sa akin. Siguro sa aking pag-alis may mga taong di ko talaga malilimutan simula ng makilala ko sila at gaya ng sabi eh lalo na yung mga taong naging malapit sa puso ko.

Paano mo ba lilimutin ang mga taong naging bahagi ng buhay mo??

Mahirap sapagkat hindi naman talaga kailangan dahila nga ang mga taong ito sa buhay natin ay nagbigay saya, hirap, lungkot, hilahil, ligaya at maraming pang karanasan...

Naging makabuluhan at masaya ang taong 2005-2006 sa Einstein-III.

Para sa lahat ng Einstein-III ay maraming salamat sa inyo sa isang maganda, masaya at napakaligayang Pangyayari sa buhay ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is this true??

2006-03-28T01:46:00.000-08:00

From these lines from the song "Just the Girl" by click five:
"She laughs at my dreams but I about her laughter,
Strange as it seems she's the one I'm after..."
malalaman mo na siguro si Jericho nga ang taong tinutukoy sa kanta, at masasabi ko ring tama ka at maraming lines sa kanta na magpapatunay na bagay sakin ung kanta at ito pa ang isa:
"And the more she ignores me, the more I adore her.
What can I do, I'll do anything for her..."
Tama na naman ung sinasaad nyan hehehe...
Kasi ganyan talaga ang nangyayari sa totoong buhay at kaya nandito ung blog ko para malaman nyo at masabi ko at damayan ako ng readers.

Kung iisipin mo ba, eh baliw ba ako o talagang ganito lang??
Ito nga pala ung top 5 na taong Autistic sa klase ng Einstein-III,'07

Kelvin
Kim
JV
Jericho
Juan

sila ang mga dapat na bigyan ng espesyal na atensyon kasi ganun sila...

This is my Favorite Video with my Favorite Song!!!!

2006-03-28T01:41:00.000-08:00

Para maka sabay kau kantahin nyo na...
"Sugar We're Going Down"

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

2006-03-20T03:45:00.000-08:00

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Galing 'to kina Selah?? o kay Justine

Sprung to her...

2006-03-17T22:52:00.000-08:00

Definition of sprung:
Sprung-n.

sprung is when you are falling in love, when u can't live without him/her.
Falling in love with someone to the point that they are constantly on your mind and you cannot live without them.. and your everyday is either good or bad, depending on how it went with her.

I've got sprunged or attached to... You know who she is and I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life... I'd always want a peaceful life but I've got sprunged!!!

Could someone please tell me how to get outta this sitituation??

Sprunged people can't live their life well so I need someone to help me please.