My day started just right and as expected, there will be someone who will mock me when I enter our classroom. I was having a great time studying with my friend and chatting with them. I knew that she'd just came from a conference of somekind but I didn't expect something so heartbreaking that I can't take so much...

I accused her when I was with JV and Jacob... I said she was something i really don't like, a type of person in the world you wouldn't like but deep inside I was guilty in saying those stupid things (who invented stupidity??).

When I'm with my friends, I always lie and I always say that I don't like her, I hate her, I just want to go into another world be superman and fly away but there's no way I can leave someone like her..

I tried asking myself -- Sholud I just forget all about her?? My alter ego would answer me -- Yes, go and forget her for us to enjoy our life. The first one would answer -- But I like her like her...
The latter would answer -- Can you stand against pain? agony? anger?
It would answer again -- I think I can..

If you have just guessed what kind of freaking life I live, then you'd probably know that I always cry in distress because this brings my demise.

Ok, i won't bother the readers again with these stupid alter ego stuff..
The problem is when I was enjoying our lessons, my classmate who was her friend showed me a picture of her with another guy... That really took a breath out of me...

My heart felt like it was goin' to explode but still, I try to control myself...


continued...

posted - 6:19 PM



You are My Destiny a very gift from above.
You fill my life with meaning.
You fill my life with love.
You are the very air I breath.
Without you I would crumble.
I Love you my Dearest Kimberly.
You are "MY Destiny"...........


Webster calls it fate;
A Lot or a Fortune.
I guess that's partyly true,
Luck's surely played it's portion.

But, to me it's a lady,
I met in school one day.
Who's warmed my heart and soul,
And made my life so bright.

If I could touch and hold,
And look into her eyes,
I'd tell her that I love her,
And all the reasons why.

Mental pictures that she paints,
The way she makes me feel.
And how she's found within me,
A love that is so real.

Her knack of always knowing,
When I need a lift.
Her wondrous sense of humor,
That's such a natural gift.

The way she puts behind,
Things that I regret.
Her help and care to people,
That others might forget.

I'd ramble on for hours,
She'd listen with a smile.
It would only touch the surface,
Like an inch, is to a mile.

So Lover's Day is here,
Our first one together.
I hope and pray with all my heart,
We share future ones forever.

My Destiny is so much more,
Than Webster claims to be.
Every day, since that one Day,
Has been Lover's Day to me.

posted - 5:39 AM